Blogging...Honesty...

I have so many things to share. I'm about to bursts with secrets. LOL. Its just not time. I don't know if all will come out. I do know that some will. I can confidently say that. I think that there are some things that we shouldn't open up about.

I read a blog, ok I stalk a blog. Besides the point, but she is fabulous. She has four little kids, married, etc...and a superb blogger, shes the kind that gets paid, shes way out of my league. Anyway, she blogs about everything. Her children, work, happy things, sad things, her husband, their marriage, places they go, recipes, etc...she blogs about things that most all of us do. She does tend to add more details than some though. Perhaps that's why I like her. Shes real. She talks about her life, how crazy it is to have four kids under 5. She also discusses her marriage the problems they go through, the fact that they are in counseling, things that she has learned along the way, and her faith. She isn't LDS but she is very spiritual. She just doesn't sugar coat her posts.

Someday I hope to do that. I mean I think there are things that people don't care about or want to know about, but I also know that reading hers has opened my eyes to know that other people struggle and aren't afraid to blog about it. She helps me. She inspires me. There are alot that do. I appreciate her honesty, while another I appreciate her appreciation for her life that she almost lost. Its amazing how much you can get from reading someone elses trials or tribulations, or the greatest moments, their children walking, crawling, saying their first word...etc...I am moved by it all. I just want to be an honest blogger, and one who gets it out.

Did you know I always wanted to be a writer? Well I did. I got married instead. I love to write. I write poetry, short stories, or just this...just me being me. I enjoy it, it soothes me, it helps me so much. This is part of my process of healing, is to be able to write to get it all out. So if I tend to ramble on, well remember that's just Kristen being Kristen. LOL. Thanks for reading, hopefully you wont get bored.